I finally finished the book I've been working on for so long. Its a story about a kid who has an unusually usual day. Someone said it seemed like reading a derealization episode. https://smile.amazon.com/gp/product/B09CGFWRTB/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o01_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

Happy at least something is done.

Well idk when more art will be. Everything has gone to good outlook to cataclysmic. This was a 160 I didn't expect and honestly I don't know how im going to ever recover. Depression and stress have once again found a roost on me but more then ever after tasting the fruits of the little folk.

Being made to go back to the human food is painful and I may leave this plane. I tried to kiss the flame that burns within and it flickered out. What sweet joy to feel for once and what crushing depths to be thrown to afterward. I only wanted to feel. How can the giant's not see such as I do for they have the same eyes. Or so I thought and was led to a trap of cheese just as a mouse. How was I such as a fledgling being tossed from the nest. I should have known, that the acid of a snake can burn through muscle and be cunning. For wanting peace I deserve chaos and unending pain.

Alot has been going on. I got both of my covid shots which knocked me out for a bit. So much is changing and I am super tired. Body by mother mother is a pretty good song just fyi, Lets hope I get my stuff together and start putting more art up.

Also I hate the summer ahhhhh

I have been doing alot of stuff just haven't been able to post about it yet. Been working on two big things and many little things plus I have to have a tooth removed which is lame.

Soon I might link a place where you can buy shirts and whatnot redbubble stuff. Working in tandem with someone else on it. Hope everyone is doing good.

Still working on things. Maybe a new post soon but maybe not. Im working on two big things that will take a year ish but ill have small things in-between.

Life is busy and stressful right now but, I think im finally starting to see glimpses of happiness. Which I've been working on for a while.

Going into the winter reminds me of times when humanity was scared of winter. With modern times most fear of winter has been eradicated. However this winter is trending to be a bad one. I also felt a feeling of dread that has never been wrong. Something bad is going to happen, last time I felt this the pandemic started the next month, and the time before that 5 people I knew died within 2 months.

But this gloom aside I hope I am wrong. I also wish everyone a warm bed and a full cupboard. Im working on a few art things. I also plan on uploading more piano but in a much better quality because I got a mic that actually works with the piano. Stress is looming over me but I am trying to be happy so I would like to leave this post with a positive message.

Zooniverse is a website where everyone can contribute to science projects and I have just logged over 24,000 contributions. I've helped map mars and count virus cells and classified fish in paintings, and more. If you want to join its pretty cool and you will be able to help out studies with practical applications(usualy). Thanks if you read this long post I just felt like typing.

The tablet I got was the Huion kamvas pro 20(2019) and I love it. Absolutely adore it wish I had switched to a screen tablet so much sooner.

My stuff takes time and im really bad at finishing things so Ive done alot more with it then the two things Ive published since getting it(https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/electraventures/map-for-someone https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/electraventures/the-shop) But I give it a great review, EXCEPT WHEN YOU TURN IT ON ITS LIKE LOOKING INTO THE SUN FOR A MOMENT. So just close your eyes while the logo screen comes up and its perfect.

I just ordered a new art tablet, my first one with a screen. I hope it arrives safely and works without being a headache. It would be nice for something to just work for once. Side note I found Heilung recently they are a cool unique band thats supposed to sound like the dawn of human kind? I dont know but they are neat.

Hope everyone's doing ok. Ive been stuck in my house for 13 days now, used to that though. Im not used to the feeling of dread and waiting. I cant imagine how hard adjusting to being alone and having that would be. Im low on some foods but doing alright. I also have like a million sunflower seeds from last years harvest.

Not much else going on, just worry and also a ton of creativity. This has given alot of that for some reason, also its weirdly calming, cant put my finger on why. But I know im weird when it comes to veiwpoints so I know its hard for the majority of everyone. If you want some cool weird music comment a color and a flower and Ill send you what I think matches.

I got rather sick for a while. I do attest getting sick is the worst because it stops progress, cant even be bored during it because I am busy having to take care of myself, and my neighbor. Its been so long since ive been able to be bored, or have I ever been bored? Why are humidifiers so hard to refill? Anyway getting better, and hopefully back on track for things.